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Saturday, February 14, 2009,7:24 PM
tsao cherying you stupid spammer okay dun play liao okay???! hahahahaha nvm i delete it like siau first at least cher siew not like you hahahahahahaha -.- okay im lame very lame
craps lah me
yeahs happy birthday to CHONG JIAENN! and happy valentines. well. im not really in the mood to post much bout tuhday. so em.. yeahs.
im just posting a short one here and starting another post
but first i wanna thank vanessa my beloved triple G great grandmother haha yeahs really thanks..
and im writing 2 stories later one for me and one for you thanks girl. lots.
Anyway, I have dedicated this post to my passion for writing and my dear new friend. Alright, so this might not be actually good but I decided to do it because I want people to get a touch or feeling of how some may be feeling right now, especially teenagers. I do hope this touches your heart and you'll know how to act around people who may seemed to be distant at times. Don't label them, they're not emo or an outcast, they're just them, going through certain phases of life. Certain phases that even, you, might go through at some point of life.
Story entitled "You Can't Take Control Over Me"
Hello everyone, my name is Clara Falls and this is the story of my life, so far...
I smirked as the blood flowed endlessly out of my wrist, I glanced at my two new friends who mouths were dropping agape.
"What?" I inquired.
Genevieve closed her mouth and shook her head restlessly, "Nothing, nothing."
I turned to Demi who just kept quiet, I sighed and left the classroom; heading towards the washroom to wash the blood away.
Apparently, cutting is my antidote to everything now. When I cut, I no longer feel the pain and sorrow that I once felt. I tried it at first due to my curiosity, I never knew it'd turn out to be so awesome.
All I can say is that, life has been very hectic and problematic for me nowadays. I've just only entered a new school like everybody else in my level, yet I felt different from them all. They seem so happy and cheery, only a few were the opposites. So carefree like birds let out of a cage whereas I'm the locked on, still waiting to break free from the endless captivity and torture.
Am I whore? A bitch? A hoe? If no, then why do I feel so perturbed whenever I see different guys in my new school, someday, I like this guy and on the other days, I couldn't care less.
There's this guy, Leon, who I've just broken up with. I felt that it wouldn't worked out but we patched up, nonetheless.
I don't know what is it with me. Everything seemed so rush, seemed all like a blur to me. And I am just a disdain and desolated teenager? Why won't somebody come pull me out of this sorrow, the pain, it's like a casualty.
The second thing is, certain people have been spreading rumors about me and I thought, they were my friends. Why can't I just trust people whom I can trust? Why did I trust those who betrayed and back stabbed me? Why can friends be the perfect friends that we want?
Don't try to judge or take shots of me, I'll never let you seize control.
vanessa wrote this to me thanks .. alot. it meant alot to me i was touched xD
thanks alot.. i'll definately turn to you when you needed help love you
I'm lyin' here on the floor where you left me I think I took too much I'm crying here, what have you done? I thought it would be fun
I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch, I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me itch I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes being a little bitch, I think I'll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can To the middle of nowhere To the middle of my frustrated fears And I swear you're just like a pill Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill You keep makin' me ill
I haven't moved from the spot where you left me This must be a bad trip All of the other pills, they were different Maybe I should get some help
I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch, I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me itch I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes being a little bitch, I think I'll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can To the middle of nowhere To the middle of my frustrated fears And I swear you're just like a pill Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill You keep makin' me ill
Run just as fast as I can To the middle of nowhere To the middle of my frustrated fears And I swear you're just like a pill Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill You keep makin' me ill
I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch, I can't stay on your morphine, cuz its making me itch I said I tried to call the nurse again but shes being a little bitch, I think I'll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can To the middle of nowhere To the middle of my frustrated fears And I swear you're just like a pill Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill You keep makin' me ill
pink - just like a pill
you are just a pill to me. starting a new post. of 3 stories or 2.. hopefully can finish it by today so im not really gonna entertain anyone in msn or whatsoever so yeah
