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Sunday, February 15, 2009,6:38 PM
a mixture of feelings are running around me mixture of feelings. we fought and it ended ystd and i didnt get to express my feelings i just flared up. i purposely chose the time when im going to sleep to hide under my blanket and reply your msg cus i dun wanna break down and if i did i must break down.. silently.
and i did... thats her, crying herself to sleep spending her special day , suffering alone. breaking and tearing .. hurt and spending her worst... valentines day , suffering herself because .. it all ended on valentines...
she tried to be nice but he replied : " like i care . " she was awfully hurt. she tried to stay strong.. in the end . she replied meanly. GOODNIGHT!
and she bursted off.
she tried smsing him but each time she wanted to press the " send " button she couldnt. " move on with life , rose " thats what she said . " you can do it , as long as you try your best. to get him outta your mind "
just now. he smsed me. i was asking myself. should i reply?
. ...... ........... ....................
should i be a good girl and study? and follow my mommy's rule of not getting into a relationship until im 18 not scolding vulgarities.. no using violence. just being a geek guai kia..
or break every single rule?
i can't break down i am strong
lets stop here nth happened tuhday because of falling asleep way late. i woke up at 10 plus . yeah later going play badminton? cus my dad booked court
And I don't want to fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want a conversation I just want to cry in front of you I don't want to talk about it 'Cause I'm in love with you
hes got another girl i broke up with a guy and im here feeling lost...
i have so much to tell. but no time to update the private blog.
yeah. so rachel do update worhh xD
我一直很想这样作， 可是没了你， 我失去了所有
I've found a reason for me To change who I used to be A reason to start over new and the reason is you
在你怀里的微笑
"learn to love yourself. and love will come to you easily." i heard this from a radio hah hope it can come useful ..
well.. im ending here will be online-ing later on maybe in the evening
there won't be another chance for us anymore . because i dun think that i can step into another relationship again and im sorry to that guy who confessed to me during valentines. i can't accept your love. i think i never can... sorry.
