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Tuesday, February 17, 2009,11:59 PM
blooody dayy fucking day hell day
yeahs I HAVE CHANGED! SO WHAT UH? what has it gotta do with all of you uh? I AM ME! NOONE CAN CHANGE ME ONLY I ! I , ROSE SOONG ! CAN CHANGE MYSELFFF! my future, i change it, my dream, no one can change it except MEEE!~ noone can change ME! NOONE! NOT EVEN my best fren or whatsoever my parents , my family. NOONE! because im the way i am
wondering why im saying this? well people. ASK YOURSELVES. i didnt say you guys did anything wrong but you guys just keep saying. " why is rose avioding me? rose changed." and so whatever things.
IM VULGAR SO WHAT? i dun need to apologise i even scolded in front of DM. he didnt care i scolded vulgarities during bball teacher heard so what? punished for 10 pumpings only whats
sighs I AM ME i can say i hate me i can say i love me basically. i hate me -.- what fuck crap im talking sigh
today. you can see IM HYPERRRRRRRRRR! funneh NOT! when im alone. i just do my own things. thinking.. thinking thinking lifes so unfair..
sooo whaaaaaaaat??! sigh im not gonna list my reasons OF COURSE!!! you think i so stupid ah?
-.-
but im not gonna listouts cus i scare some BIGMOUTHS will tell it out gahhhhhs
going to bball i just got my specs fixed cus kena hit by the ball WO GEN NI YOU CHOU SHI MA??! hais then my watch also spoil WHAT THE FUCKK?!~
im honestly mad i wasnt in a very good mood in bball and *** , *** and *** did worsened my mood yeahs. kaobei uh? you kaobu lah chaocheebye lah you got cheebye no lanjiao -.- yeahs almost forgotten eh
kaobei lah my father dun allow me wear contact lense fuck right? then say what i too young he TOO OLD LAH kaobei lorh
and my bloody cousin gave his parents my blog and now they see my blog I DUN CARE! im changing URL soon AGAIN in case my parents know and they SEE again kao lah
Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more? Before your life is over Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and stupid lies While deep inside you're bleeding
To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life
i may sound freakkk but yeah
perspire. dance, twirl. full volume passion venting anger its all worth it with one word.. dance..
cus now i dun even know myself. now.. noww. and maybe forever. IM FREAKKOOOOOOO!~
but im psycho now really. cus today kena trashed by the ball TWICE and 3 cups of coke come back home MUSCLE CRAMP
unless you like her then.. SAYYYYYY!~ -.- or you wunt be sooo angry
shutup you BIGMOUTHHHHHHH! i hate you
music is my passion.. and i am not embarassed to say it out i lock myself in the room while doing homework with my earpists stuck in my ears full volume. and find the song that best descirbes how im feeling tuhday hard rockk. ( angry , irritating, annoyed) soft rock, classic ( sad and whatever -.-)
thanks for letting my burst out into tears instead of laughters. seeing you kills me now thanks alot. for bringing me into this state because now i know i can never trust anyone. AGAIN yeah. i know i CANT..
tears, lies, betrayall.. hah... what so good about that?
