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Wednesday, January 28, 2009,8:12 PM
lets dun talk about new year in malaysia okay? IT IS DREADFULLLL! simply a nightmare to ME and 2 of my uncles. 1 lost car keys. and unable no drive it back to singapore. and it is very FREAKKKK! then the WHOLE family searched the WHOLLE kampung in the end. bo luck -____-lllll another one the previous night drunkkkkkkkkkk then lost RM 400 me lehh?
KENNA SCOLDED BY MY AUNTIES EVERY SINGLE TIME I TALK TO THEM! even my mother never help me trust me its like HELLLLLLLLL! fuck lah fuck fuck fuck cheebye cheebye! WTF LAH!
sigh dun want talk bout that liao talk about it will angry de okay.
school was school. yeahs. only that wtf home eco lesson sucks we al bring the apron and such then say only need workbook then say is next week then bring hais. now mood not good. so... yeah. leave me alone before i blow up.. so today just a short short post. and as promised. my SHOEE! -.-
tadaaa~
lets end here then bye bye!
i gotta shout. so sorry. I GOTTA SHOUT! I DUN WANNA SHED ANOTHER TEAR I DUN WANNA THINK OF MY PAST I REGRET ALOT. THIS CNY FEELS SO UNLIKE WITH YOU AUNTIE! AND I REALLY DUNO WHAT TO DO WITHOUT YOU PLEASE. I DUN WANNA REGRET AND
FATIN! MY JUNIOR.. MY BELOVED JUNIOR I DUN WAN YOU TO END UP LIKE ME THIS FUCKING HERE BLOGGING PLEASE DUN END UP LIKE HER THIS FUCKING BITCH HERE. PLEASE!!!!! I LOVE YOU LOTS LOTS. DUN HURT YOURSELF YOU GOT ME AND I GOT YOU YOU JUST DUNT KNOW HOW BAD I FEEL ACTUALLY BECAUSE.. I JUST CANNOT TRUST ANYONE RIGHT NOW! msn. you told me this
Im not a friend who choose friends (: Now , ure not alone. U still got me (: When a person judge you. Ignored them. Act like as if , they're invisible. act like as if , a ghost is trying to make u cry and , go to a place where u can shout SHOUT OUT LOUD tht no one can hear you (nt in school uh) SHOUT AND U WILL FEEL BETTER . like me , i got a secret place where i shout , i feel much better my dear. So , think ok . Think positively. and rose. its no used to act cool anymore. Its making you a worth-it life. Making ur life ur own life miserable. So , say to urself. I can do it , i can do it. One day , ure doing it .
FATIN MY DEAR.. thanks lots love you lots lots. no matter what age you are. i still treat you as young adults. same age as me.
sec school frens. i have to say dun see me like that loud loud im just acting chio im just acting cute IM JUST ACTING! im just acting BLUR im just acting as if i really am cool IM JUST ACTING EVERYTHING im not gonna be popular what benefit are you gonna get? being loud? what can you get?
what can i get? tell me uh. guys.....
im just a total freak leading her own fucking life. wanna see the real me? try me . try me. im gonna be silent. im silent im quiet im not loud i keep EVERYTHING to myself. till what? till i blow..
im not in the total mood to talk cus i dun even know if i was acting to love him or am i really in love. OR WHAT????! chee bye who do i really love WHO ARE THERE FOR ME?
