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Friday, November 28, 2008,6:19 PM
wahahahaha. my sister had a knock on her head.. WAHAHAHAHA! who say she so stupid -.- okay im talking about my "genius" sister. in short? the YOUNGEST. wahahahaha! -.- who say she ytsd think she like da xiao jiee ;P make me get scolded is it? serve you rights ;x
i thought you said we could start out as friends? i thought you smsed me and asked me so many times that we could start anew? i thought you kept asking me to just be ordinary friends? i thought you begged me? i thought i finally settled down my feelings and replied a "yes" to you? i thought we were best buddies from that moment onwards? i thought our relationship was wayy over? i thought we were only friends, normal friends, BEST friends? i thought i thought ... you saidd it. i took it for real. but why did you treat me like this? WHY???! i hate myself for meeting you i hate myself for ending up in maths banding. i hate myself for steading with you i hate myself for knowing you before i hate myself for leading us into what we are now. YES! i changed . why?? people say that. YES I CHANGED! why?
but it seemed to be unreal . that you didnt keep promises... and i know i didnt keep promises too:D dun make a promise if you knew you are gonna break it. speak for yourself i regret making empty promises.
you shouldnt have appeared. i shouldnt have appeared. you made me become silent. i was hurt being with you but i was hurt more being APART from you don't waste your breath. i dont care if you see this. i just want you to understand. that being a friend with you i am happy enough. but afew days after you smsed me alot. and treated me so damn well . better than before... then after that it was a cold cold ......... nvmmm. its just a big blast. i wonder how am i gonna cope with the next relationship.. or.. i wunt start over again? im no longer loud(: save your breath. im not going anywhere(:
you can ignore that long stretch on the top..(:
thailand; bangkok..
december 2006. i was there with my grandpa's brother. he lives there. i called him su gong. now i wonder hows he's doing there. so many protesting. he was a nice guy. i wonder how he is doing. hope hes doing fine. may god let him be okay(: auntie jun chin. you must make sure he is safe there ohkay? :D
cus i know someone is watching over me what about today? nothing happened. they say i should forget about him. you think its easyy? i thought i did. I THOUGHT ... not i know..
Whoa, ohhh, yeah, You said it wasn't Gonna be like it was before Then it happened again Pushing me back out the door Thought it would be For real this time Love made me forget About the signs So now what do I do Now, that i know That we're through
Wish that I could move on Can't let go it's too strong Just like that And then you're gone Is this how you wanted it to be Everything you had to say Sent the tears right down my face Now i'm trying to escape THE MISERY Why don't you love me The way I love you It feels so crazy Cause i don't know What i did to you If you're gonna hurt me Then do it quickly 'cause i'm tired of crying If you don't wanna stick around Then baby forget about me
Too late, sorry I didn't even had the chance You said you were happy Baby I don't understand Gave you everything Everything you asked for And was ready to give you A lot more I would've given you The world right in the palm Of your hand
Wish that I could move on Can't let go it's too strong Just like that And then you're gone, Was this how you wanted it to be Everything you had to say Sent the tears right down my face Now I'm trying to escape THE MISERY
Why don't you love me The way I love you It feels so crazy Cause i don't know What i did to you If you're gonna hurt me Then do it quickly 'cause i'm tired of crying If you don't wanna stick around Then baby forget about me
Boy my heart was true And that you can't deny Don't be a fool And walk away from all the lies It's up to you Cause heaven knows that I've tried Tell me you're still in love Yeeeaaahhh... ooohhhh...
Why don't you love me The way I love you It feels so crazy Cause i don't know What i did to you If you're gonna hurt me Then do it quickly 'cause i'm tired of crying If you don't wanna stick around Then baby forget about me
Forget about me I really loved you....
yes. i tore your letters and stuff it in a plastic bag. i kept it.. but that time when you wanted to hurt me. why didnt you do it earlier?
