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Wednesday, November 19, 2008,10:23 PM
Just Walk Away! Ooh, and don't look back. Cause if my heart breaks, It's gonna hurt so bad. You know I'm strong, but I can't take that. Before It's too late. Oh, just Walk Away!
but i cant take it anymore. that i have to say sorry to him i dun love you anymore. anw...
today went to east coast park with half the 6endurance. -.- eh pls. its HALF -.- almost lh ok let me think.... it was alvin,david, kim chuan, chiyang,marcus,rabbani,mathan,gregory,justin,qixian,weilun, windy,krystal,xinyi,peiyu,claudia,mengtong and me! yeah. i think i didnt miss out anyone did i? ahh andrew, alvin's mom and clau's mom
so on the way i was sms-ing ks. sians mah then reach there liaos we rented bicycle. then we ride ride got one ang moh go wear green wanna overtake us then we girls one row blocking her then she scold us suay then she walk away we all dun care. just our luck lah then we cycle cycle. then windy de bicycle got prob. then i stop and help. we park at one side. suay, meet her again she purposely say we blocking her way eh YOU COCK EYE IS IT? the space so big... she cycle away i scold her lorh. lucky she never hear. so what? ang moh only what? stupids. saw kim chuan they were going back to the shelter also. then i told them that ang moh thing, is she cycle fast one what. asshole. thn kc go scold -.- then we went to the beach to play. took some pictures. no want post. no mood. went to ride bicycle alone with krystal again ride ride ride.. then put back have lunch lunch... me and ks sms again seeing everyone so happy in the playground. i stood up and walked to a place lorh where there is only afew people. i watched them raced cars. and made friends with them. mainly, simply.. they are guys. their racing cars and technique are damn pro de lorh thanks guys. though i didnt know your names. cheered me up. get back to the beach played again wasnt in the mood to play. so i shouted first. then the others followed. " AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!~" i swore in front of all of them that i would not love him again i shouted somemore... but..
then me,kimchuan,marcus they all call ks. to scold him . -.- but he no answer lame. then kim chuan took my phone ask fore break. yeah we break liaos.
rest of the day. well. no mood to talk. but i fake-d a smile up alrights. well but hey. no one said love was easy and simple rights???
walked back home. no mood post.. so post until here. soo. byes.
i never thought i would not return back to you... 2mths and 2 days. wow. lots of things happened. but i swore. but do i still love you?
no one ever said that life was fair and I'm not saying that it should be so knowing that you are what you want to be and I'm not comes as no surprise but don't expect me to be happy for you and don't smile at me and tell me things will work out for me too I don't want your pity...I hate your pity
taste your vanity and its sweet bitterness as you hide behind your veil of my stolen hopes and lost dreams ...you took them all... I watched you steal my thoughts and had to see you smile
as you build your dreams on my shattered hopes I'll look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy
swallow your pride.
beg me to make this easier and listen to my hopeless cries
suffer alone in emptiness I lust to see you swallowed by the mess that you left in your wake disgust lies deep within your empty gaze...
beg me to make this easier and listen as my hopeless cries send stares into your meaningless eyes
my envy can't describe how I loathe you for having all the stars leaving my eyes to marvel the sky knowing it should be mine yet it's you I see wasting the dream that only I deserve I'll tear off your face to see your smile.
as you build your dreams on my shattered hopes I'll look back on a day once loved and fantasize for tragedy
swallow your pride.
beg me to make this easier and listen as my hopeless cries send stares into your meaningless eyes
because when it comes to love... i duno what i should do. i miss you, but i dun love you 2mths 2 days
