oh great.
im gonna loose all of my friends again?
yes.
as i am typing im crying
so many things happening??
must it be everytime.
during exams then everyone start to happen!
I HATE YOU GUYS LARHH!
why....
why??!!!!!
WHY MUST ALL THIS HAPPEN??!!
yeahs.
i put all my anger on "him"
sorry then.
but.
i really cannot take it you know!
its like.
one fight followed by the other!
i cannot stop crying larhh!
cuz i cannot tolerate.
i will be like a push-over again!
you all everytime see i so ... siau!
you all think you all know me very well liketat.
only 2 person know why i ended up like this.
but its not you guys.
yeah.
i ACT happy and siau because
it allows me to forget all my problems.
they are the things i will never say.
yes.
i am happy in school
when i go home
i put down my bag...
and go to the toilet to cry out all the troubles i have
i cry almost everyday
honestly.
i dun cry in school
cuz its too embarassing
but.
i cannot seem to understand.
whats the point of me living in this world.
when im just a stupid push over
and living in the world of no happiness?
you all call that understanding me?
HAHA!
i laugh my head off!
theres no word i can describe to say about my feelings.
towards this and myself.
i really cannot tolerate this kind of friendship things anymore.
why dunt all of you just leave me alone!
I WANT NO FRIENDS!
i still cannot stop crying
it will contiune..
yes.
maybe tomorrow.
i will cry in front of you.
and make it the last time we are talking.
cuz i suck
at being a friend
hu doesn't pull enemies together.
i hate it...

unstoppable crying;uncontrollable sobbing