i have never thought of one trouble gone
and another came.
why must everyone treat me so coldly?
am i such a baddie?
am i?
i just dunt get it larhs.
why is it that everytime when all of you have troubles
and when i get involved,
you guys all like...
put the blame on me
or start suspecting?
i did not tell anyone ok??!!!
you think that i am that kind of people anot??!
i only write letter to amalina then you all start to gossip?
i already tell you all.
I DUNT KNOW ANYTHING!
I KNOW NOTHING OK??!!!
how many times must i say this uh?
i told you, for the last time i say.
I KNOW NOTHING!
so stop staring at me next time and look at me in a frustrated face
i won't even bother to look at it.
i will just shout at you all the same way i did to marcus.
I KNOW NOTHING!

i know.
i changed in this period of time.
i became sensitive to the people around me.
i know i became more and more imperfect.
thats why my blog 's url is thats her IMPERFECT .blogspot.com
tell me!
i wonder when all this troubles will end...
i hope it will all end
right now.
if only i could kill myself..
if only i cann....

i have nothing to say about today.
its just always this thing bugging me.
and i knew my marks.
i improved.
yeah.
a good thing....
but its still not perfect.
cuz overall today just...
sucks.
even you all dunt believe me.
who else should i believe in?
i only trust nadiah,atikah and amalina in 6END.
no more..
but i just love art class.
15 mins too short.
MS HO!!!! i want your picture.
it was hilarious.
ms ho said that some artists draw nude picture.
then she showed us a book.
the cover got the breasts then krystal shout
TEACHER YOUR NIMPLE!!!
lol.
ms ho thought is hers.
then i keep saying disgusting de things.
then she say me and krystal se gui.
LOL!!
it was funn...
yeah.
and i improved for my compo((:
i never wanted things to follow up.
i wonder what is in place for me
next..
would it be a good or bad one?
i dunt know.
i suddenly thought of you
if you were there for me.
too bad your gone guys...
when darkness falls tonight,
it ends tonight...
it ends tonight..
im sick of me...



boy.. ily.
i cant understand why.
you were not there for me..