im sorry guys but i have to say this.
and i have to sae sorry cuz this is another em0 post.
sorry.
buut i wanna make it clear.

cuz i dun wanna lose anymre friends.

okie. some of you have read my blog.
yeahs. the previous post.
bout krys.
but i still tok to her((:
this morning you guys didnt really care bout me.

lishi, my bestie.
you used to be. she shares all her secrets wid me.
i shared mine toos.
but now it seems to be upside down.
she keeps avioding me.
and toks to me seldomly.
i really missed all that we had shared whn we were in p5.
i want it bck agn.
i want the fun times we had.
i just want it.

i know rachel you said "what for hating you" in my tagboard.
yeahs. but...
i know this is very irritaing.
but we dun use to be like last time.
we used to laugh together.
tok togeether, laugh together.
yeahhs....

jiaenn, you used to be a very great fren.
you used to tell me things i dunt know..
you used to tell me my weakness.
but now...
i feel we are not really talking to each other much.
sometimes....
im jusst lame in front of you cuz i duno wad to tok to you.

kellynn, you were a great and funny friend to me.
you sometimes joke around.
it was nice~~((:
now you kinda sort of..
ignore me.
and not telling me... somethin i duno.....
i duno wat it is.
like today.
you guys. didnt count me in..
you guys said it was ur class's buisness.
but...
whyye can jiaenn and lishi join in???
why cant i?
i have alot of why qns.
WHY IS IT SO?!!
WHY?
WHY?
WHY?
WHY?
WHY??!!


windyy, also my bestie.
you are gd.
you treat me well.
you are really very gd.
i dun expect much frm you all.
windyy you are also kinda drifting apart frm me.

guys.
i dun expect much frm you.
i oni want those times...
those funn and happy times we hadd.
you guys and i are drifting apart.
did i OFFEND YOU?!!!
did i?
im not scolding.
nor am i angry.
im just disapointed

as im typing im crying.
pls dun let me lose all of you.
pls.
i am begging you.
i am willing to sacrifice anything fore you guys.
i am willing.
that is whyye i often get scolded.
i dun mind.
i dunt. honestly.
pls. alrite? i really dun wanna lose all of you.
pls pls!
im really beggin you.
and sorry sorry very sorry...
very veryy.
SORRY!
SORRY!!!!!!!!!!


and i evn tried to write sth for you guys......

here it goes.
i duno if its a poem or song.
im not sure...



all of us are drifting apart.
i missed the fun times we had
all the laughter and pranks we did.
you even included me into any outing
but now
everything seemed to have smashed down
all of us were fated to meet
please dont misunderstand me
i know i am irritating at times
oh no, i am naughty too
you guys used to tell me off
cuz i was way off line

dont take my happiness away
cuz being with you all is the happiest thing i have ever had
i cant imagine how dull my life would be without you
i missed all the fun times we had
we all seemed to be drifting apart
pls tell me if i had offended you
cuz i miss all the times we had
and good times passes so quickly
all of us are drifting apart

i don't want
to lose you guys
forgive me
if i did anything wrong
why is it so that all of you
don't think that i exist in the world.
is it because of my attitude??
is it because of...
wadever reason??

but as far as i know
all of us are...
drifting
apart








i know this is irritating
im just scared
im really scared
it doesnt make sense
why all of you must ignore me.
i wanna know whyy

pls respond to my blogpost guys.
i really wanna know what is going through in you guys.
just tell me
i wunt be angry or wad.
i will accept it