Sunday, June 29, 2008,10:31 PM
my second post..
my second post of th dayy
it may sound tat im em0... but im not. ((:
i want a dream come true.
cuz fairytales are not supposed to happen
cuz they are just stories.
it wunt happen rose.
dun be so stupidd.
im th useless one.
i almosst cried 2 times tuhdae.
i couldnt take it during recess.
i beared.
i couldnt take it in class and i felt useless wid nadiahh.
i beared.
all i could do was....
come back home and lock myself alone and cry out loud.
i cant take it.
i dunoo why i have bcome-ed so weakk so suddenly.
cuz i nvr wanted to be so angry!
and so frustrated till i could cryy.
i have nvr been so angry.
recess. i was shot and my whole PE shirt was wid icee.
i couldnt take it.
it was painfull. cuz it was sharpp.
it was cold. it was ice ==
all i could do is just to keep quiet.
and home is the safest plc to be in.
esp. the toilet. ==
i spend my " quality " times thr.
it doesnt stinks.
honestly.
i felt soo useless by nadiahh.
i must bear.
i know im weak. but i tried. i tried.
tats bcuz i smile in school. i appear happy.
but it doesnt mean im happy inside..
i tried.
i know i can perservre.
until the end of p6.
until the end of my lifee.
unttil the end of my torture.
untill....
stay strong rose. stay strongg.
you hear me??
wake up rose!! whr is the old rose??
the strong, full of jokes, and cheerful girl??
why has she bcome totally opposite??
wat is causing her??
i have always tot tat going to school wid 6END is the best.
but now my happiness is almost gone..
roll up in a corner rose.
cryy all you want.
it will make you feel better.
but auntie jun chin wil not be happy if she sees you crying.
no she wont.
she will be angry.
smile rose.
smile.
do the same way you told nadiahh.
you are a strong gurl..
smile rose.. smille.
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lets cheer you up
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