hihi! i dun0s y... i jus duno WHY???
why cant i just seem to concentrate on myye work and stop tinking of her??
whenever i hear of dher word heaven,dead or auntie... i cn jus go to the toilet n cry...
i regret on nt telling her hw much i love her...
it has been weeks and may is cummin to an end...29 feb to 1st may, a dae bfore mrs lim's bdae...
i regret not toking to her...
i regret tat i kept refusing to go to the hospital to visit her.
i regret i didnt go and hold her hand whn miy dad told mie to...
i regret it whn the doctor said tat she doesnt hav much to live...
i regret nt having a better funn wid her in thailand 2 yrs ago...
i regret lots of tigs having her on earth...
the moment myye mum told myye grandma hu came frm msia tat myye auntie had gone in teochew... i tot tat i heard of dher rong tigg.
until...
myye mummy shouted outside of dher n told mie dher news while i was using com...
i cried al day long... silently... myye parents didnt n0e...
i went to dher toilet mani times... i cried in dhere
i chatted wid myye cuzzin while crying... she n iie muz haf nt expected it ...
we were nt prepared... whyy her? i ask myself... whyy??
i n0e.. it has been weeks. i juz keep tinking obb her.. i n0e... if i eep tinking of her its no use... i hope shes doin fine....
wake up rose! wake up! ue hav ur PSLE to go!
i n0e i hav to let go...

aniwaes... gt lots of hw to do larhs.
went tuh visit miy grandparents in malaysia...
damn hot sia dher weather!!
dun0 hw mani times if ice-cream i ate in a dae!!
i dun0 malay... so ask mie hw i ordered fore miy sisters??
jus said tis...
sini,tiga... stupidd rite??
dots. i felt lik i was a complete crap larhs!! im so idiotic!hehes.
dhen iie go cut myye hair!! arghs! cut miy fringe !!
arghs! nt nicee dhers! weird weird one!! c it tmr im sure ue will laugh lik hell man!!
hehes.
gtg lerhx post mre ltr?? byyes!!