she left tis world peacefully....
yeshh... she was dher best... as far as i n0e...
she stayed strong whn she c us...
it seemed oni as if it happened yesterdae....
mie, miy cuzzins,miy sister, laughin @ miy grandma hse...
i c her. wif al dhe 0ther adults t0kin laughing...
it seemed as if it happened yesterdae...
i rmb her... whn i t0ld miy dad tt i wanted tuh eat crab...
she joked,"i wan to eat too!!! too bad i cnt!sobs. HAHAHAHAHA"
tat time she was strong... her hair dropped... she didnt mind...
bt dhen suddenly she fell very very ill obb dher cancer...
she was rushed into dher hospital....
days n days she spent in dere...
we brought her tiggs... she t0ked...i dun dare tuh mak a sound... al i could d0 ish... juz... stand dere and d0 nth!
i felt useless...WHY?!?! WHY?!?! WHY GOD?? WHY HER????
bt most of all...i never dared tuh sae dher words"i love you" to her
denn tat one dae... dher doctor said tuh her family members.... shes g0nna die... b preapred....
nadiah n amalina said tt wad doctors say may nt b true... so i believed...
i prayed 4 her...---------> useless piece of shyt!
miy parents visited her... dey said tat she was very veery skinny... and dark...
i t0ld miy parents wad i believed... den understood mie...
hw could tigs juz g0 r0ng!!! I LOVE HER!!
teaching us chinese.... jokes... her love.... WHY GOD?!?!?!?!
shes juz too young to diee!!!
her son... P3 tis yr... s0 young!
losing a loved one.... very hard tuh forget her....
auntie.... i juz wanna let u n0e... i really really love you.
i promise you i wil study hard...
i pr0mise you... i'll b happy...
i promise....

Labels: 1530. may god bless you miy dear..., she departed frm tis word... 25 april 2008