planning 4 dher funerall.... kays dhen... lets strt frm ytd...
mie cnt slp larhx! keep tinkin 0bb her... upset... miy sis al slp lerhx... lik dey dun evn n0e wad happened ( although dey n0e...-.-) dey dun evn seem tuh b0ther larhx! hehes... jks... n0 larhs... dey juz young... dunn understand... i find it cute... jks. i really suddenly s0 miss her. dun0s y. time seemed tuh stopp.. yesh... obb course! miy grandma n grandpa cried. I JUZ DUN UNDERSTAND!!!! y muz dey drag dher time. dey cn juz mak dher funeral! it cn last fore days!! n WHY???? i juz keep askin miyself... WHY?!?!?! WHY MUZ SHE GO SO QUICKLY??? yea... suddenly miss her sooooo much. miy hart seemed tuh b unfixed without her.... if i felt s0 sad, so depressed, denn i was tinkin... wad b0ut her s0n?? jun feng?? 3 yrs y0unger dhen mie... s0 young! cn you imagine?? he to0k 3 daes of mc juz tuh accompany her mommy... afraid tt it would b dher last time tt he would c her... it juz happened... evrynite... he n his dad... bside her... cn ue imagine?? a p3 b0ii?? s0 young!! s0 em0... hes s0 strong... l0sing a m0ther of 46 man! imagine if it was yoo... hearing dher shocking news... hw wld ue feel?? yeah.. i heard dhe adults t0kin tuhdae at miy grandma's hse discussing b0ut dher wake... yea. miy father... cnt he change his attitude?? its lik whnever dher family members t0k bout his eldest br0... he would juz anihw scold. tuhdae... he evn scolded dher word fck. i t0ld miy parents... its true wad?!?! denn miy mum g0 scold mie... -.- y cnt dey juz listen to mie?? cnt he juz calm d0wn n listen tuh wad miy uncles n aunties nid tuh sae?? mayb hes dher 0ne nt n0eing anitig!change ur attitude... n mom... ue said b0ut changing mine... ue shld sae dad first! ue n0e dhe y0unger ones muz follow dher elders?? smmre in tis kind obb situati0n stil scold arhx?? frankly speaking larhx... he d0esnt evn feel ashamed! i feel ashamed... haizz... nvms... ue cn change reality...
n im sure... miy auntie ish in a plc whr she would b living happier dhen here... biies...