yesh!! i finally gt a silver lerhs!! wish tmr dhe ji ti muz gt l0rhs.... actually arhs... i tink we al gt impr0ve lerh l0rhs s0 i gt c0nfidence i cn gt 1 0F DEM!!! i had a bad dae... a secret tt cnt b t0ld. i pr0mised him... yeah.. dun0 why these daes,keep keeping tigs tuh miyself,riting tigs in a bk whch i dun really d0... weird... bt i n0e tt i had tuh let him g0... yeah sure... until tis aftn0n... ar0und tt time... i n0e he doesnt read miy bl0g. s0 i juz rite it here... i bcAm em0 evr since.. i disc0vred tt i really hate him... well... i kiked his bag whn he nt around... until i suang. t0o bad i scared ltr n0 time tuh eat c0z in dhe aftnon. g0in 4 structed progm. aft i eat i call rachel g0 wif mie c0z i havent kik suang yet.den ew saw a teachr der. den rachel ask mie wad i wan d0. den i tell her. den she sae ltr teacher sc0ld. den i sae nxt time. i veri angry tt time.den i keep l0okin @ his fat bag. HAHA!! i was tinkin if i could crush him int0 pieces n make him PAY!! l0ls. yea true. c0z nwadaes aft receiving dhe bd nws frm miy mum b0ut miy aunt's c0ndition... den went em0.. anitig cn happen tuh her. she cn g0 anitime... wish she wun... huqqs tuh her. yt... he upsets mi...t0o much... i realised tt i had tuh let him g0... bt yet.. I STIL HATE HIm!! whn i cam bck i cried in dhe t0let whle bathing. i regretted tellin him... yeah.. tts hw mch i was hurt... dun pity mie.. i n0e wad i;ve d0ne.. i deceided tuh giv up lia0s.... s0bbss*