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Wednesday, February 25, 2009,11:15 PM
soon, this blog will be down and im not changing url or something im just closing it down cus.. it feels like. im already BORED to HELL on blogging so yeahs im closing this down and duno when i'll be starting another one again so im leaving it as it is. to let it goo dead-er and dead-er so yeahs.
ending heres. GOODBYES!~
Tuesday, February 24, 2009,12:58 AM
some kind of fucking guailan kia come mi blog spam -.- hey i dun care what i am i am what i am cus this is who i am and you cant change me everyone is special arent we?
we are what we are we are special in every single way we are born in different situations, places, times, day and dates. we are special in our own ways
some are more clever than others, some are faster learners than others others are not... some are just, quiet and emo others are just, happy and out! we are all different types of people each of us contain at least ONE special characteristics.
so whats the point if i act uh?
now lets stop all my stupid craps. im getting back into old stuff eh? giving this kind of stupid talks. but in the end who listens? its just crap eh? goes in in one ear and comes out in the other. so i shall just stop wasting my energy on typing craps yeah
tuhday was okay. hahas basketball ah. nat ho tuhday ermm.. on top there got a lil sot sot hahah she keep laughing ahem. i mean he HAHAH i didnt expect to meet my dad at that VERY bus. 969 me and my mouth i told weiting tuhday if i can meet my dad in the same bus tuhday AND IT HAPPENED??!! !@@!$#$ hahas. mad diao lerh lah then i walked home with daddy and found an excuse why i was late. say daddy go buy beer lorhxx. make me late -.- true lehh haha diaoooO!~ ending here , byes
when im alone, im speechless noone cares about me im just invisible there and im there thinking to myself wondering millions, billions of questions. why am i so useless?? can't i just get up to the fact, and face the reality?? hais.
it hurts not to see you once, you treated me so well. next thing i know, you were giving me a cold shoulder. lastly.. you wouldn't even talk to me and wouldnt even let me talk to you and via SMS, you wouldnt reply me but i tried my very best, to live up to your expectations. and you would reject every single outing i offerred. i was heartbrokened and i had to spend my time with the others. i helped you solved your problems, i helped you in everything and i duno if i should take you as a crush or a friend but all i know is im in love with you too much and i hope that you can turn up tmr. you light a smile up my face and i can't resist spending a single second without you
live in reality rose, not in fantasy wake up, bring me back to life
but he was the cause what made me hurt myself, once again, just to get him outta my mind
i cried for another guy, ridiculous
Monday, February 23, 2009,12:19 AM
sigh
number one , relationships problems
done! ( successful! )
number two , frenship problems
DONE ! ( unsuccessful )
number three , confessions
DONE ! ( unsuccessful cus i didnt even do it -.-)
but im not teling what i am confessing xD
number four, clear my fever
UNDONE ! ( it cant be cured -.-)
school was ohkays
normal perfectly normal like any other girls -.-
im done crapping ending here and byes !~
i got my very own private blog so im gonna write all my thhoughts there. SAYONARA!~
freak everyone seems to be happier seeing us together uh?
im sorry i put you into this trouble. really sorrry
sigh
byes..
Sunday, February 22, 2009,5:02 PM
ystd went tuh see my juniors and my sister perform at marina square. yeah it was fun went with kellynn , jiaenn and rachel. hahas. yeahs fun fun and more fun
after that the performance went to eat pizza hut. yeahs queued for a long time and finally can eat lerh
nth much
im not talking bout life. as i said will be changing blogskin and marks the start of my life and nowadays, im not gonna post much
revenge is sweeter than you ever were..
i was fucking angry when you said that bloody jealous. do you even know how much i was hurt
Saturday, February 21, 2009,6:42 PM
i dun wanna talk about my life. it ain't any good im just a human, leaving normal lives like other people do only that. im turning into a bad girl.
my heart sank when you said that thanks for adding salt into my wound i will never forget what you said what you did. but i just hope, you will know. how much you meant to me
boy, i really do love you
im not talking about life nowadays much well... you can say that. im fucking bad now eh
boy, i loved you. i didnt have the guts to tell you my heart sank when i heard that.. i mean what is so good about that girl? im not chio. im not cute. im not perfect but.. i hope that you can notice me somehow. in a way that you would talk to me in a way that you would keep noticing me am i too bad for you? all i know is. im fucking in love with you when we arent / are matchy. -.-
Friday, February 20, 2009,12:09 AM
cross country uh. i got the 10th among the girls. throughout the whole level wooooooots!~
kellynn now talking to me she maybe going wushu worh! HAPPY HAPPY
okay back to topic after that i went homie and then ate my muffin that was my lunch -.-
and then RUSHED to cwp to meet niklas , lukris and veron waaaaahh. lukris and niklan wear home clothes nia then we played in timezone for like 1 hr likethat didnt expect to see megan and weiting around so that they can pei me go back school cus i going to watch match!
ended very quickly can play more de and lukris seah.. you gonna get everything from me on monday i'll payback MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA! my turn to tickle you lerh
then went for match they play match, we play also -.- we use another court and practised CLEVER SIALLLL!~ but stupid adrian im gonna kill you alsooo call me gao zai you also tall whattts!~ only shorter than me 1 cm only hahassss and noob!~ bleah stupid ..
guys lost. well. nth much tuh say
my bball bdivision de boys sibei funneh keep taking pictures. their phones cool seh got flashlight!~ and cybershot -.-
okay took some neoprints with veron and gina at timezzone tuhday soo gonna psot it and i know i fucking sucks!~
hahas and im the ugliest yawh
yeahs. gina said it was her first time but it was good yeah CHIO BOO?!~ i know i sucks llols. hmm now a little conversation between me, dion, and my DEAR VANESSA!~ 16022009 ( vanessa )
16022009<3 says: DION'S BOOB = MEGA F SIZE
[][][][][][][][]huang zhong(gong jian shou)[][][][][][][][] says: but ichimaru still win byakuya and hitsugaya leh
[][][][][][][][]huang zhong(gong jian shou)[][][][][][][][] says: mega fucking size?
!! 阿嫔 !！ Crushed ; ILOVEYOU says: HAHA!~
16022009<3 says: OKAY THEN ICHIMARU
!! 阿嫔 !！ Crushed ; ILOVEYOU says: yeahs
[][][][][][][][]huang zhong(gong jian shou)[][][][][][][][] says: ur another crush rite? i know i know
[][][][][][][][]huang zhong(gong jian shou)[][][][][][][][] says: rose jealous liao
qian bian right? nvm monday i one shot hamtam 3 or them adrain, lukris and DION SEAH!
muahahahahaha -.- see my ji dong de side.. okay lah let me talk bad about dion here wakakakakakaka
lets see.
hes a girl soo.
small boobs, too blur, too short, hair toooo short, small eyes big butt flabby stomach! lols. no lah hes too skinny -.- HHAHAHAHAHAHAHA oops i mean SHEEE!
okay im being mean and lame -.-
i edited the gay to girl ahhahahaha
DION SEAH. open your eyes.. SEEEEEE i write girl liao horh so dun argue ahh. hahahahha be a good ah gong and rest you faint one more time got stroke ah you will end up in coffin straight away ahahhaha -.- im lame jkjk only horh
so ending here! GOOODBYESS!~
baby, i really do love you cant you just notice me? i am trying my best not to go close to you but still. you forced me to. your magnet was too strong
Thursday, February 19, 2009,1:16 AM
kaopei nia niklas keep calling me ask me fucking craps. cheebye lah
lets start the dayy. girl guides. gogogog!~ im not from girl guides -.- just cheering for fun hahas. lewis very pro shout teh whole school can hear lorh heeheee
lets seeeeeeeeeee. school was average fucking boring and had to SHOW attitude
kaopei nia
lets see bball. i super duper lovveeeed it air con room hahas. then watch some vidz. woah i think i addicted to bball vidz then training was long long long long ended at about 6 plus woah
nvm TMR THEN CHANGEBLOGSKIN!~
still got run tmr. heehee now go haave some fruits first. i guai guai nia soo GOODNIGHTS HUMANS!~
Wednesday, February 18, 2009,11:55 PM
i may appear happy. but in within . im as dreadful as ALWAYS..
lets start the day. BLASTING of music in my ears while going to school. and was still BLASTING it in my ears when i reached school boom boom boom boom and mind you it rocks cus its HARD ROCK people hahhaahahaha -.-
in the morning we all were like keep talking about piercing ear cus i was going to ahah then then then then what? hhhhhaaaaaahhhhh HE test confirm fail de lah cus i didnt study pro right? -.- then had had ermm. IT ahha!~ i starting to hate IT -___-lll we are supposed to like it but i hate it xD
had the malay conver thing thing
was with LELIAAA!~ then had some candid pics of her and kehui FINALLY -.- malay conversational ahh. VERY funny, but a lil not funn gina tickle lukris. he say mosquito bite i tickle him. he say AH! STOMACHACHE!
and then ..... AFTER SCHOOOLL!~ got to pierce my ear. went with veron, gina and lukrisss!~ then lukris outside wait for us and met niklas and dion went to popular and then saw JIE YING and then smsed JIAENN call her come northpoint pei me de in the end call me treat her to ice cream nd went home -.- then stayed and then me, lukris , veron and gina we all stand a a pillar SLACK THERE??! -.- we keep talking there and nvr move then say want find place sit down de still stayed there in the end went library tlak talk lorh talk talk talk talk soooo fast then must go homie liao lukris funneh sial. he really know how to cheer ppl up lorh xD thanks uncle. lao pa? -.-
teeheee
woah. now suddenly ear abit pain pain left side right side i keep playing with the earring -.- left side ahh DUN DARE TOUCH! gina said cannot takeout till after one week :X gina - kitty dion - doogggggggyyy?? hahahhha
ending here i playing with my ear! but cannt play too much later got infection how? DIE DIE DIE DIE!~ -.-
hey im not talking even if you think its weird im silent awkward eh? but why do all of you seem to get all the things you want but not me?
im fucking in love with you baby.
weird things are happenings
1:21 AM
will change bs the next time. now i gtg byes
Tuesday, February 17, 2009,11:59 PM
blooody dayy fucking day hell day
yeahs I HAVE CHANGED! SO WHAT UH? what has it gotta do with all of you uh? I AM ME! NOONE CAN CHANGE ME ONLY I ! I , ROSE SOONG ! CAN CHANGE MYSELFFF! my future, i change it, my dream, no one can change it except MEEE!~ noone can change ME! NOONE! NOT EVEN my best fren or whatsoever my parents , my family. NOONE! because im the way i am
wondering why im saying this? well people. ASK YOURSELVES. i didnt say you guys did anything wrong but you guys just keep saying. " why is rose avioding me? rose changed." and so whatever things.
IM VULGAR SO WHAT? i dun need to apologise i even scolded in front of DM. he didnt care i scolded vulgarities during bball teacher heard so what? punished for 10 pumpings only whats
sighs I AM ME i can say i hate me i can say i love me basically. i hate me -.- what fuck crap im talking sigh
today. you can see IM HYPERRRRRRRRRR! funneh NOT! when im alone. i just do my own things. thinking.. thinking thinking lifes so unfair..
sooo whaaaaaaaat??! sigh im not gonna list my reasons OF COURSE!!! you think i so stupid ah?
-.-
but im not gonna listouts cus i scare some BIGMOUTHS will tell it out gahhhhhs
going to bball i just got my specs fixed cus kena hit by the ball WO GEN NI YOU CHOU SHI MA??! hais then my watch also spoil WHAT THE FUCKK?!~
im honestly mad i wasnt in a very good mood in bball and *** , *** and *** did worsened my mood yeahs. kaobei uh? you kaobu lah chaocheebye lah you got cheebye no lanjiao -.- yeahs almost forgotten eh
kaobei lah my father dun allow me wear contact lense fuck right? then say what i too young he TOO OLD LAH kaobei lorh
and my bloody cousin gave his parents my blog and now they see my blog I DUN CARE! im changing URL soon AGAIN in case my parents know and they SEE again kao lah
Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more? Before your life is over Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and stupid lies While deep inside you're bleeding
To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life
i may sound freakkk but yeah
perspire. dance, twirl. full volume passion venting anger its all worth it with one word.. dance..
cus now i dun even know myself. now.. noww. and maybe forever. IM FREAKKOOOOOOO!~
but im psycho now really. cus today kena trashed by the ball TWICE and 3 cups of coke come back home MUSCLE CRAMP
unless you like her then.. SAYYYYYY!~ -.- or you wunt be sooo angry
shutup you BIGMOUTHHHHHHH! i hate you
music is my passion.. and i am not embarassed to say it out i lock myself in the room while doing homework with my earpists stuck in my ears full volume. and find the song that best descirbes how im feeling tuhday hard rockk. ( angry , irritating, annoyed) soft rock, classic ( sad and whatever -.-)
thanks for letting my burst out into tears instead of laughters. seeing you kills me now thanks alot. for bringing me into this state because now i know i can never trust anyone. AGAIN yeah. i know i CANT..
tears, lies, betrayall.. hah... what so good about that?
